I am in transition, again. I took the time to organize the files I have on my laptop and as a resolve, I bought a new HDD to have a new home for them. I don't know what I was thinking but instead of just putting my files in the new HDD, I copied them from the old HDD and even if it did not transfer well, I erased all the files on the old HDD. Later I realized that ALL of the documentation I did for the Japan trip last year was there, unbacked up.
So yeah, here I am thinking about the what-ifs and making sense of the possibilities of having new space for new memories just to ease the disappointment. I still keep my hopes up that I will get to visit Japan again, soon.